We went to the Common on Saturday. On a normal weekend, a very ordinary, everyday thing. Now, it was the furthest I’d been from the house since early March. It seems just incredible that a place I used to go nearly every week is now a carefully planned outing. The walk there was terrifying – too many people on the pavements, street furniture rearing up and children careering away from us on scooters.
But when we got there, and the space opened out before me, we were on safe ground – the tarmac paths had mowed verges meaning you could safely pass other people with plenty of distance, and as we crossed the common, the familiar vista opened up before me – and I almost cried from relief at seeing such a beloved view again.
There was strangeness, still – no benches to sit on, no cafe, people in hi-vis ‘moving on’ those sat on the grass – but it made me more aware than ever that I never did ‘take it for granted’. I am as grateful for that view now as I was at the beginning – it’s no surprise the common was one of the first places I wrote about, and that I love particularly because I saw it the very first day I came to view the old house. It won me over then, and it has never lost its lustre.
Back in February I took the photo above – a bright cold day when I was a month into running – I stopped then and took this photo to celebrate the end of a good run on such a lovely day, and had a little moment of thankfulness that I had this glorious space on my doorstep. If you had said to me then that I wouldn’t be able to go there as often as I like, just a few weeks later – I wouldn’t have believed it – but still, I would say, I never took it for granted. When I was house hunting, I chose green space over proximity to the Tube, and I’ve never regretted it, and never will take it for granted.
Other things I don’t take for granted – the tulips I planted last autumn, how glad I am I took the effort to plant them.
Every day I am a little bit thankful for them – they are looking so glorious, and setting off the raised bed at its most beautiful time of year, with the bluebells just out and everything else looking its best.
Finally, when I read the comments from people who say ‘I’ll never take sitting in a cafe for granted again’ I want to say ‘I’ve never taken it for granted’ – nothing has ever been quite as much of a simple pleasure for me as sitting in a cafe with a coffee, by myself (yes, introverts R US, OK I also like sitting in a cafe with my family too…).
I miss it. I don’t know when we’ll be able to do it again. But I don’t ever take it for granted.